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| After this year, i am going to be 24. According to 十二生肖, this year is supposed to be my本命年. To me, this is indeed true; a lot of things are going to happen this year( i believe) and the next 12 years are going to be my golden age.
When i look back, i found it very interesting to see how my past was in terms of 12 years.
when i was born to 12 years old, it was my birth period. I didn't know anything and i was eager to learn basically everything. Things were simple and my world was just full of emptiness, until i went to secondary school( i went to secondary school at 1998). There were nothing to talk about at this time because i was too young to do anything.
When i was between 12-24 years old, i personally consider it my dark age. During the first 6 years, i was able to make some good friends, if not the best. In addition, i started to know how the world looks like and how does it work. I really felt like i had everything i wanted at that time, until i went to the US with the A. For the second part of this age, which is not over yet, is full of enlightenment. Basically i gave up everything i loved and hated to have a fresh beginning, simply because i knew from the bottom of my heart that the life i had was twisted; i knew that my life was messed up and all i had were just delusions. I needed to begin a new life, to be a phoenix; built a very nice nest of myrrh and ignited it without hesitation such that i can grow better, stronger and more.
Now i have gotten that far, I still believe that it was a just decision. My life after US wasn't so pleasant, but it was essential, no matter how i looked at it now. The saddest part of it is, no matter what my choice was, my suffrage was inevitable; it's just either now or later. Also i lost everything and i do not know if i can get it back; in fact, i don't even know i can earn the things i had before back. Still, i have no regret for the decision i made; i am very certain that i am a better person than i was before and it couldn't be done without having a new beginning. Well, i do have one thing that i regret; if i chose not to go to US, I am 100% sure i would be happier........
Anyway, that's my life. The next 12 years is going to define who i am for the rest of my life. I am going to show everyone how good(or bad) i am; i will do everything the best i ever can to prove that i am worthy to be alive. After that, we shall see what is going to happen; like an idiom say, I do the best, god do the rest.
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| The xanga used to send me the entries from my subscriptions daily. For some reason it stopped at least few days ago. It is very continent to have the emails so that i don't have to go to xanga everyday.
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| It is never easy to stay outside when the temperature is about -10 F. I was able to stand waiting for the god damn bus to come for about 30 minutes! Suddenly i felt like i could do anything. People in HK complain about how cold it is when the temperature is round 10 C; you will truly understand the definition of being cold if you have done what i did.
I actually thought about not going to work, but well i don't really want to ask for day off during the second working day, not to mention i only had 3 hours of sleep before that.
One more thing, people usually don't get sick when it is really cold; usually you will just die. Don't think so? Try to stay outside naked for 10 minutes when the temperature is round 0F and see you will get sick first or die first.
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| I think that one of the bravest thing is the willingness of doing the morally wrong action for the sake of others. For example, if one has to torture a person to obtain information to stop a terrorist action, should this action be done? When we look at Jack Bauer in 24, he did a lot of illegal yet necessary action to protect human's life. Whether he is wrong or not is not a simple question to answer; he broke the law but he saved a lot of life. He broke the law for the others and he chooses to take the responsibility(by going to jail).
I truly admire Jack Bauer because he was willing to go to jail(because of illegal action) to save the life of others. He earned nothing for that, in addition, he lost his most loved woman, his family and he lost everything. After all those suffering, he still works for the government, not for personal profit, not for himself, but for others. I hope that Jack Bauer is real so that we can learn from him to become selfless.When more and more people act like him, the world will become a better place.
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| 白宮：哈馬斯須停止襲擊  (明報)12月29日 星期一 23:55 以色列 對哈馬斯 管治的加沙的空襲進入第三天，美國 白宮表示，哈馬斯必須停止用火箭彈攻擊以色列。 連日的空襲已造成加沙超過三百人死亡，美國未有呼籲以色列停止攻擊，而是把結束衝突的責任放在哈馬斯身上。美國一直視哈馬斯為恐怖主義組織。 巴勒斯坦 醫院消息人士稱，以軍周一的空襲中，擊中了哈馬斯一名指揮官的寓所，造成七人死亡，包括了該名指揮官的近親。 (綜合外電) | | |
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